Marriage is the word that is driving me crazy these days. Everyone starting from my friends to relatives gives me lecture about the good side of the marriage and I know that is not always a side to be noted. It's sure that it also has other side and I am not concerned about that. I still do not know what I need from life or what I should do in my life. I am lost in lots of confusion and I could not say exactly what I need or what I dnt need. Moreover that person has to bear all my stupidity for his whole life and that is still more difficult I guess . I definitely know the essence of marriage and I never deny that. I know its high time I should start thinking about this but unless and untill I get prepared for it I could not take a steady decision. I could not take any decision in haste and mourn in later part of my life. I used to have battle of words with my cousins who are married and they used to advice me that there is some joy and bliss amidst all the problems . My immediate reply to them is that there is only one way to be happily married & when I find that, I shall get married! :-)

Let me see where this life is going to take me in terms of marriage and till then I will be exploring my part of life in my own way.