WHAT I AM SEARCHING ABOUT????


The destiny has made me to travel to Thiruvannamalai...that was my long term wish and I travelled with my friend..(how come at this age sweety was the question from my friends..he he he)...
Reached around 11.30 and to start with we went to Ramanashram and then was about to go for some hotel to have our lunch. But don't know what made us to see a small gate behind the ashram with a gatekeeper to guard the way that takes up to the Skandashram up in the hill where Ramana maharishi made his presence for about 7 years..(if i am not wrong)...It took almost one and half hour for us to climb and we saw two families climbing very enthusiastically ..We beat them all and reached around 1.45......(We bribed 10 buks to climb up the hill...........Feel like kicking him,but kept myself calm)

Haaaaaaaa...what a sight !!!!....We saw the beautiful and elegant Thiruvannamalai temple with its mighty four gopurams and the widespread city..(not widespread, its is a very small city if compared in terms of area..the entire activities of people flung around the temple i suppose.)..

We sat there for almost half an hour enjoying the silence, the beauty of nature and to be frank my joy knew no bounds that I could not explain it in words what exactly I felt....
On the way i could see many foreigners sitting and meditating and many starring the wide blue sky..What made them to come all along to India specially to Thiruvannamalai..??In search of what...???

Now this question has made me to search in myself...Where i am going???What I am upto??
A BIG QUESTION MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????